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These are the times where I have completely forgotten I have a blog. Ze is life. I think it has finally come to a point where blogging is dying on me. Me thinks it’s Facebook’s fault. I update everything there nowadays be it status, photos, videos etc etc and etc making it kinda pointless regurgitating stuff here again. I wonder when will be my next entry. I shall make this a long one then.

First of all, a very delayed announcement that should have been done ages ago, I passed fourth freaking year. OMFG *jumps happily around the room* *delayed response* I was really really really happy, even till now, I still remain extremely grateful. Didn’t get extremely good results but I don’t care. A pass is all I want and in the end I got a tiny weeny bit more so who am I to complain heheheheheheheh. I am so so so relieved. I’m now a final year student! Fifth freaking year, here I come woohoooo!!

And holiday has been great so far. I have been doing a lot of eating (make that A HUGEEEEE LOT FML) and some shopping. Been on a cruise recently and all I did was eat, eat and eat. I swear my pants were real tight on the day I got back. Sigh. I hate food. Why must it look so good? Why must it be so fattening? Why must my heart call out to any food I seeeee?????!!! Note to self: need to be longer vegetarian once I get back to Adel. I wonder how long it’ll take T________________T Badminton anyone??

Shopping has been so so good! Been to two separate Jusco member days sale and omfg, there’s so many people and everyone bought like they don’t have to pay a single cent. Those aunties damn scary I tell you. The trolleys were mountain high and the store was turned to a half night market style with people shouting promotions and discounts every second -.- But overall, good buy =)

Other than that, been to couple of movies. Watched “Love Happens” and it was sooooooo saddening. Cried like crazy in the cinema. So damn embarassing. If I knew it’s going to be this sad, I won’t go watch it in public ffs. Like “My Sister’s Keeper”, I will never ever everrrr watch it with anyone but myself. I swear I’ll like cry my eye balls out with that one. Even the trailer was so heart breaking =( I hate sad movies – they really always make me cry.

Also been to karaoke a few times, plan to go more heheheheh. It’s like so damn cheap over in Malaysia. Adelaide’s karaoke is really overpriced neh. Went with Chian the other day and it only costs us each 12 bucks with free drinks and one small snack meal. We sang for 4 hours and we could have stayed longer if we want to. We didn’t even manage to fully utilised all 4 hours. At least 2 hours was probably used to camwhore and gossip haha. Girls are always girls.

Neway, this shuould be long enough to last till whenever. Hopefully will update soon. Happy Dong Zi (Winter Solstice) festive everyone! And Merry Christmas in advance ^^. Buh byeeee!~~

Finally heading home tomorrow despite exam results haven’t been released. It SHOULD HAVE BEEN released by now. But yea, due to ‘unforeseen curcumstances’ (officially my new fave word) the results are delayed till next week. FML. Oh well. Can only cross my fingers and toes that I passed everything. Found out I pass another lil subject hehehehe. No more pharmacology OMFG I’m so glad. Pharmacology is like soooooo sucky. I pity you Chian. Totally know how you feel!!! Anyway, glad that I managed to pass that cause was quite worried. I wasn’t initially but got influenced fairly easily by other people. Started to freak me out and the next minute I was like OMFG OMFG what if I failed pharm? So yea, now that the air is cleared, I can finally breathe in slightly better. There’s still a few other results that weren’t released but I ain’t too worried about those so HOPEFULLY that’s enough to get me through to fifth year. I really really reallyyyy want to graduate on time and without supps. Cause supps are way too scary, I rather get it over and done with the first time round. I HATE WAITING. Sigh.

Oh I’ve been living a rather hard life lately – eating vegetarian for a week. Don’t ask me why, but I promised to do it and like I broke it without realising. Fail man. It was my fourth day I think and I tried so freaking hard to stay away from meat and I managed to hold it off till dinner, I’d completely forgotten bout it and realised only after I ate some chicken. DAMN IT. I’m so scared of karma – don’t wanna fail my exams cause of this, so yea, I started all over again. And now’s my fifth day. Hopefully I’ll get through cause being vegetarian really sucks. Meat is like the best thing in the whoel wide world, I cannot live without my meatttttttt!

On another note, I am supposed to be really angry at the school for delaying our results like that, making my delayed flight sort of worthless cause I purposely booked my ticket after the results are supposedly released. Didn’t happened so kinda make my wait seems stupid. SIGH. So unlucky. But I did have lots of fun these two weeks post exam, really really stress releasing so yea, the time was really well spent. Cannot believe it’s already time to go back home. For some weird reason, I’m actually missing Adelaide. Yala, I’m not gone yet but I can already feel kinda gloomy, but obviously excitement of going home is much greater. Must be the weather getting to me. As I passed by Victoria square just now, the well lit christmas tree is tooooooo pretty, then the warm fuzzy feeling just pops out of nowhere and then I started missing Adelaide wtfish. Oh well. I’ll be back next year so it’s ok lol. Alright, been rambling so randomly. My next post will be when I’m back in Malaysia yippeeeeeeeee. Hope people who are going home have safe flights and to those who are staying – have fun yea! Merry Christmas in advance everyone!

Exams are done and yet I have no intention to return to blogging. Until some annoying person keep pestering me to blog. Not the first time leh Viv. Everytime also like tht. You think I blog solely for your entertainment is it? Siao zhar bor. She’s like occupied with her game, and yet can still ask me to blog. Again. And again. I told her to pester Xyn instead. But fail. Lol. SMART PUNYA XYN. Anyway. So yea. Exams were horrible as predicted. but I felt so proud that I got through them. Haven’t got my results back yet though – fingers crossed that I pass everything. Found out that I pass one lil sub. Yay! Other than that, been doing nothing. Hmmm. Actually, been doing lots of partying. Not that I’m proud of them. Really I’m not. Hahaha. I am not a party animal OK. But it was fun to party after the amount of stress I had lol. It was definitely GOOD. And it was extra entertaining seeing other people getting really smashed. I think that was the best part. Music, dancing and drinking aside. Had to look after some friends or FRIEND in particular. Haha. Cuteness. No seriously. Damn cute when they’re drunk. But it’s quite scary at the same time la. Lol. Ok. I don’t know what to say anymore cause none of the contents from that night can be made public. Lol. And my screen is like stretched so damn wide it seemed like I wrote so little. SIEN. What else is there. Erm. I don’t know man. Hopefully this is enough to get Viv off my back for a while =P

This is probably the most inactive I’ve ever been during SWOVAC. Does that mean I am procrastinating less and studying more? Lol. I hope yes, but chances are the time used to been spent on blogging is spend instead on Facebook nowadays. I really thought of deactivating my FB acc man. Oh well. Just cannot do it. Feel very disconnected ya know. Anyway. Exams are kicking off tomorrow and will be brutal there after so don’t think I’ll update till maybe 20th cause by then, I would have finished 6 exams with one more oral exam left. And I have a few days for that so I’m not worried. So wish me luck guys and to everyone with exams, massive good luck because God knows we REALLY REALLY REALLY need it. Can’t wait till all this is over =)

Why on earth are some girls so fucking stupid? Like seriously they think they can get away with something so blatantly obvious. OMFG. Like hello bitch, we ARE NOT FUCKING DUMB LIKE YOU OK. So there’s guys after you, oh and you proudly blog it all, but seriously, who gives a fuck? Have you seen your fucking ugly face in the fucking mirror? Guess not. I’m not the ones for personal attacks man, but when some bitch do something like this, I cannot take it. Like what the fuck is her problem I don’t get it. Why must she do all those lil things to brag about her current relationship with a certain someone? She went to the trouble of purposely inviting my friend to read her fucking stuck up lousy piece of blog shit just so that she can show off. Show off what I dunno. Show off that she now has the person’s attention? Like fuck cares? Don’t think of yourself too highly la bitch. Think you’re so pretty and all? Oh please. Think you’re so sociable and all? I hated you from the very first day I met you and despite not knowing you well, I already know you’re gonna be a bitch, just didn’t think you’re capable of such low tricks. Like man, you’re so fucking sick and you called yourself a Christian. Pardon me for making the judgement (actually not really cause I am truly cursing you whole heartedly) pls burn in hell. I’m sure God knows better.

I think I’m going crazy with all the studying. For some reason I thought it’s gonna be Monday. And have to go clinic. Hence I diligently did all my self-assessments for the week since we will be having a review for the year as it will be my last clinic session, yay! Though I like treating patients, but I really want more time to study lol. And then I realised, it’s Saturday. Still have to go to library tomorrow to study. Sigh. I feel like such a nerd. Haven’t been so hardworking. But like I said, “zhe shi wo you shen yi lai zui nan de kao shi” (hardest exams yet in my entire life). Does not sound good at all. Hence I decided I really need to buckle up, cannot cramp last minute like last time (though not much difference) but I started like way earlier than previous years, so I hope it’s gonna help. I know luck alone will not get me through, so I am trying to study hard lo! Just that it’s hard cause there’s so much of everything and people’ve been telling me stuff about previous exams, like lots of people fail this la etc etc. Damn scary wei. Okla. Gonna study now. Update more when I go crazy again. Bye

p/s another month from now, I’ll be freeeeeeee hehehehe

Aww, my holidays are coming to an end, but it was a really great one though. Celebrated Mid Autumn Fest in Elder’s Park, the crowd was massive. Most kids were holding cute lanterns! We bought some cheap paper ones from China Town’s Kim Wang, and bought some weird candles. But alas, forgot the matches. So we had to scramble around the park to look for someone with a light. To our surprise, most people have those electrical ones. And also even the paper ones were ‘electrified’, those people put portable lights where the candle would sit >.< So I came up with a great idea of placing my phone in it. LOL. Didn’t work very well though. Anyway, thank God there was one angmoh who walk passed us with a candle lit lantern (ya I know, the irony, all the chinese walking around with lightbulb ones) and we quickly chased them down to ‘borrow the flame’. The wind was super crazy, we were so scared it’s gonna blow off our candle. Luckily we managed to set our lantern up after some crazy oohh and ahhh moments.

Part of the lanterns paraded in Elder's Park

Glowing Chian and Yen

Some cute kid we met in the park

Crazy girls + North Terrace

Went back that night to celebrate Viv’s birthday. She once said she didn’t want a cheesecake (at that time was Xyn’s and Mich’s thing cos they keep baking cheesecakes like there’s no tomorrow) for her birthday. She just want coronas (her much faved beer). So a few google search found some promising Corona cakes, but all seems quite hard. There’s one with a bucket of ice and a few coronas stuck into the ice and the ice was supposingly jello. And a cake was supposingly hidden at the bottom of the bucket, I don’t know if you can imagine it, but it looks so damn hard. So we ingeniously modified it to a cake shaped jello instead, corona flavoured. It was hard cooking it, cause we weren’t too sure, we just made it up on the spot. It smelled real bad when we were cooking too, kinda doubtful if it’s gonna work. But thank god it worked, and tasted quite nice too!! Mmmmmmmm…. Decoration was easy, we just snap choco bars and melt some chocolate and wrote on it, writing was so damn hard, paiseh lah, it does look kinda ugly. But it’s the effort that counts right? Anyway, we’re really proud that it turned out well ^^.

Peng and Mich and the cake

The Corona Jello Cake (pls pardon the basin lol)

The Birthday Gal, Viv and the cake with sparkles!! (which are the prettiest thing in the world ^^)

So that’s it for the holidays, crunching time beginning soon. My exams timetable suck BIGGGGGGGG time T_____T. Sigh.. But hope you guys had a great holiday ^^

Again, to the lost souls who have been checking this page, helloooo! But if you are looking for updates, I’m afraid you’re going to be dissapointed haha. Cause this is just a semi-advert for the articles I’ve been doing for this dental site. So feel free to click if interested (don’t really have to, but will probably help increase traffic, hence increase the ekhem, returns, so if you too boh liao, please, feel VERY free to do so, thanks!).

So in this article, it’s particularly relevant to people in Australia, looking for laser teeth whitening, especially in Sydney or Melbourne. What happened to good old Adelaide, erm….. they just don’t have as high searching hits lol. I seriously learn so much from writing all these stuff – I think I know all about whitening and then pops some new topic and more and more, it’s just never ending. Cosmetic dentistry, ahh the possibilities. I’ve also done a few others, which you can easily access by just clicking on the author name at the end of the above said article. Anyway, here’s an excerpt:

Teeth whitening is a very sought after cosmetic procedure and looking for a suitable dentist may be tricky. In this article, we’ll bring you a complete guide to laser teeth whitening in Sydney and Melbourne.

There are several methods to which you can use to successfully locate a suitable dentist. The internet, for instance, provides a large range of information which can help you find a dentist that suits your needs. Search engines such as Google or Bing with keywords such as laser teeth whitening Sydney or laser teeth whitening Melbourne are very useful in locating dentists. In Australia, below are are several useful sites that provides a dentist database which allows you to easily search for dentists near your area.

It’s just a guide to help people find a dentist. Obviously there are others which go more in depth on the actual procedure, like ‘teeth whitening‘ and ‘laser teeth whitening‘. So that’s it for now – u’ll probably see more of this in the future lol. Anyway, quick updates:

- Gasp in horror when I saw the amount of exams I have T____T

- Further gasp in super duper extreme HORROR when one of the lecturer mentioned we are supposed to know EVERYTHING that has been taught on that subject from last year and this year. FML.

- Handed in that crazy assignment, I can only hope I pass…

- Got told today my chances of staying single is 99.9999999%. Thanks man, THANKS! I have such encouraging friends, though I don’t deny it’s a damn right fact, but putting it in numbers, wow, reminded me how much I hate stats lol.

- Needs a miracle to be able to pass exams end of this year

- Needs to get a copy of the loooooOOOOooooong Handbook of Paediatric Dentistry for viva, sighhhhh….. and then hopefully read it.

- Needs a physio: my arm is sooooo sore from badminton

- Needs a chiro: my clavicles are behaving super weirdly……

- Needs some sleep. Gonna get some now. Toodles!

Haven’t been really into blogging lately cause FB is so convenient, statuses and photos are all there, just find it redundant to write them all over again here, unless if it’s password protected. Anyway, been really busy with assignments and youtubing (得獎的事 officially being my new love besides good ol’ KangXiLaiLe) and shopping online. I never used to be a big online fan, despite friends always claiming to have bought bargains over ebay. I’m just not the one for internet shopping. I cannot trust something I cannot see or feel. Especially after this stupid Judge Judy case (American reality series) about this scammer who was sued for selling phones and when the bidder paid, the scammer had the audacity to send them two pieces of paper with the phone’s picture printed on them (cos they bought two phones). And she claim she didn’t do ANYTHING wrong cause in the T&C she clearly stated that you pay for what you are seeing. Wtf. Anyway, you’ll be please to know she got fined for that cowardy act. That aside, back to shopping, I think I am still a newbie in online shopping and usually always get my friend to pay with paypal cause it’s so much easier than credit card. I really should get one too. Anyways, it started last year where we discovered this awesome site for clothes at wholesale price, the only catch being you have to buy two of each, and there’s a minimum amount (USD100) that you have to buy. So we shared and bought these Taiwanese/Korean/Japanese clothes and they turned out kind of awesome. Cheap as well. Including postage. Let me see if I can find the pic of it hmm. I don’t take picture of my outfits, and me trying to locate for one, is so damn hard cos I realised I seldom take full body pics. Anyway, found the original, so here you go:

Black dress? But too short to be worn as dress alone, unless if I am going to showcase my behind to the entire world, which I'm sure no one is interested lol)

White off shoulder dress - again, too short plus poor cutting (Imma gonna finally cut it to a skirt)

Then I started looking more, and the second item is probably this red cardigan I bought sometime last year for 8 bucks or something. All together with postage was around 10 so it was consederably cheap and the quality turned out way better than the picture (this was the original picture from the seller). I found this from a FB Msia swap group.

Red cardigan - a very good buy

And then this year, I was browsing heaps, especially on makeup related stuff (now back to clothes LOL) and reading blogs has its benefits at times, found from sweatlee.com about free sample from everyday minerals, I’ve always wanted to try cause it’s pure mineral goodness, mmmm. It’s a sample pack where you choose 3 foundation, one blush and a concealer for free and you only pay for the shipping, which was like 5 bucks? Warning: it’s really quite SAMPLE sized, between a 10 to 20 cents coin. Anyway, it was quite a good bargain considering the fact that I still haven’t used them up, got them from earlier this year? Cause you tend to use very little of the product especially with good brushes, which is what I’m getting to in the next purchase. Because without proper brushes, I figured it’s a waste with all the minerals, so I was looking for good ones online, didn’t want those that shed a lot or poor quality cause you’ll end up wasting more make up anyway. So online (there’s sooooo much good stuff here man), lots of people been going on and on bout Lumiere brushes and coincidentally, the prebuy was on and so I thought why not. It’s extremely cheap for the quality you get, except you have to wait like a gazzillion years for them to arrive (cause of the prebuy sales period and closing and sending out time), literally. I totally forgotten about them and was so excited when they finally came.

Sample pack - stole pic from Vivawoman.net

Lumiere pre buy 9 piece travel pack brushes

Lumiere's Long handled kabuki loveeeeee, super duper soft

You can still buy them from the sites I think, but now it’s a bit more pricey but still a good buy nonetheless. Last but not least, the 88 Coastal Scents Pallette that everyone seems to be using in their blogs and tutes and videos and what’s not. It’s supposed to be super pigmented, and it is. I’m really surprised, eventhough numerous people’d already said it’s super duper pigmented. I cannot believe, it is soooo true! Bought it from Ebay, a seller from HK, very reliable, and much much cheaper than Coastal Scents or those blogshops because it’s considered as direct purchase since the HK seller has lots of them, should be the supplier or something like that. My friend who bought one with me had one broken shade, whereas mine was fine, some chip here and there, but generally not too bad considering they have to ship it all the way from HK. And did I mention it was super cheap? Haha, I did. Anyway, it was around 17 bucks.

88 pro pallette

For so many colours, it’s reallly worth it. And for those who are worried that it’s fake, well, I’ve done my reseach cause I had my reservations with China products too, but a lot of people who’ve bought from ebay confirmed that it’s the exact same pallette as the Coastal Scents one and in contrary to what other people think, I thought the pallete was real ugly haha. Like the surface gets imprinted with finger prints so easily hmmph. Oh well… Can’t ask for too much. Just putting this up in case some people are googling for the pallette (I was one of them, trying to find more info), well it’s reallllly worth buying, definitely the best purchase, very very close to the brushes ^^, just that I have to figure out a better way to use them, haven’t been using them much, busy doing assignments and bumming at home =(

ANYWAY, so there goes a totally irrelevant blog entry. Lol…. And yes, I might be more bimbotic that you think.

Life hasn’t been exactly treating me well lately, and the same can be said to the others around me. Why are things like this, why now and most importantly, WHY ME? Sigh. I guess it can’t be helped as life is constantly changing as we speak. It’s just that some people take it better than others, but who are we to judge when we’re not in their shoes. And what are we to say when simple words of comfort like it’s going to be ok is really stupid because god knows if it IS going to be ok? I am just not made for consoling others because on the days when I’m down, I do not like to be consoled. Not that it’s hypocritical, nothing like that, just that I prefer not to because I like to get better on my own,  and I hate the feeling of having to cry in front of other people, which is quite easy when you’re being comforted. And I sort of think other people need that too and sometimes if I seem too nonchalant or being too carefree about something, it’s usually not because I don’t, but I just want to respect the other person’s feelings. Which explains why most of the time I keep stuff to myself. Not just because I don’t want to trouble others with it, but I know it’s really not that big of a deal and other people surely have more pressing matters that they have to attend to. In a world with all it’s injustice and poverty and what’s not, I feel ashamed sometimes to even complain about mediocre stuff that doesn’t really matter, and really isn’t a problem in the first place. Like oh she sucks. Or like omfg it’s cold. As long as I can stay away from that person and have some clothes hanging around me, I really should be grateful. The crucial thing is I still have a choice. I can choose to not talk to that person if I want to. That’s done there and then. I can choose to don on more clothes, but I didn’t. I feel stupid for writing this, but since there’s nothing else I can write about these days in my blog, might as well right?

On another random note, I absolutely hate having to tell people the same thing over and over again. Like seriously, it just gets to a point that sometimes, I just cbf anymore. You want my opinion, yes you got it ages ago, and why are you still asking the same thing over and over again? And I’m not talking about anyone in particular so no need for any wild guesses, but just everyone in general. I cannot understand why are people so different when we are basically made up of the same right brain, left brain. I mean of course we don’t have the SAME brain, but you get what I mean, do we not all have a brain with white and grey mater and nerves and what’s not? Why must we be so effing different? It was said that the only similar thing between all of us is that we are all different. It just seems stupid. Of course I know not everyone can be Einstien, but this is not about intelligence, but basic reasoning. Basic logic. Is it really that hard? Don’t get why some people just don’t even have that basic uh, common sense. Some people like the bluntness and said that they’re so honest yada yada, I just think it’s plain ignorance and selfishness. This is not to be mistaken for the usual straight forwardness (because I myself can be quite blunt) that we expect from normal people. Only stupid people will say I don’t care about others because those will be the ones who, really, won’t be cared by others. There, wish granted. I cannot and WILL NOT expect people to do what I won’t do for others, so just live with it and stop whinging omg. Sorry, I just cannot tolerate stupidity very well, I’m learning sigh…

p/s oh and the irony of me saying to not complain bout silly stuff and yet here I ma writing a full post about it. Talk bout the time I have and the hypocriticalness. I am hypocritical,I give you that LOL