Archive for January, 2010

3 days

Exactly 3 more days till back to Adel. During this past week or so, I’ve never eaten so much in my life. Le sigh. I’ve been trying to race against time, chasing up all the food I’ve missed, not wanting to regret it when I get back. But it’s such a stupid battle. Like I have nothing to gain really, except excess weight. Sigh.. I don’t even want to weight myself now – so scared that I’ll faint the moment I see the number T___T

On the other note, my uni timetable finally came out. Thank freaking God. It looks really packed. Sigh. And that’s just for precommencent term. Actual academic semester hasn’t start. I don’t want to imagine how it’s gonna be like >.< But I’m really excited though. Can’t wait to start fifth year officially hohohoho

CNY is coming yay. Two weeks plus away. But I’m gonna miss all the cny movies. So sad. Someone wanna download it for me? Pretty pls??? *riceball, wink wink* Yea? Lolol. It looks funny and good =( Sigh I can hardly remember the last time I’ve seen a chinese movie in a cinema. That was last year I think. Ip Man. See laaaa, I’ve been so deprived of canto movies sob sob. Okla, psot getting pointless. Gonna end it. Update when I get back. Gonna be scorching hot =(


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In the midst of boredom

Sigh. I’m seriously sick of blogging. Maybe I should stop altogether. Hmmmmmmmmmmm. I cannot be blogging forever right? Perhaps a date. Like say on the day I graduate? I should just close this down forever and ever. One, for me being lazy. Two, don’t want my future employers to dig dirt up about me hahahahha. Three, I don’t think there’s much I can write here anymore =(

Newayz. Exactly 2 more weeks till Adelaide. Sigh. I wanna start 5th year asap, yet don’t wanna leave Malaysia. Adelaide’s is gonna be so effing hot. And the food and people and shopping in Malaysia. Sob sob. I’ll miss them all dearly.

And the stupid fever I have now. Damn irritating. Been taking lots of panadols and it works for a while before I start getting the chills again. So far nothing after 10 hours since my last panadol tabs – fingers crossed I’m all healed. Such a shitty time to get sick when I’m on holidays. Totally disrupt my plans. Sighhhhhhh. Sorry TAG. Had to cancel plans. Would have been heaps fun. But getting sick in Adelaide in worse, being all alone T___________T Just end up crying like why nobody cares, those are the times I miss my mum lol. Yea I’m a bad daugther. I’ll try to be better =P

There’s still loads to be done and I haven’t done anything. Sigh. Need to scan and photocopy documents, then get them certified before applying for police check etc. Doesn’t sound too hard, but the hassle! Oh well I better start now or I never will. Toodlez.

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Life in brief


Changed to not protected since some1 say ntg to protect =( Hahah, I’mma gonna change this to a taggie for those in Adel, so yea, everyone who read this HAVE TO do one in their blog ^^

*end update*

Haven’t done a password protected post for ages, so here goes. Don’t really have any secrets or gossip to spill actually. Oh wait I do!! But nah, can’t say it here. This is one of the posts which I am password protecting for the sake of password protecting it *evil grin*. Anyway. That’s cause I’m really really REALLY bored. Wake up really early, can’t get back into sleep. Sigh. I hateeeeee myself nowadays. Is it really a sign of getting old?? But I slept really late last night (2am) and my alarm went off at 10am – maybe I really should just not set it at all, cause everytime it goes off, I can’t get back into sleep. FML. It’s supposed to be holidays and sleeping in yet, the latest I”ve slept in so far in Malaysia is… 11 am? How freaking sad. I used to be able to sleep till 1/2 pm. Even 3pm. But that’s cause room in Adelaide is really really dark. I cannot tell the times at all. Sigh. Hate the sun.

Newayz. Goss. I found out some ppl failed 5th year T___T. And I thought it’s a guaranteed passed, hence being in fifth year, I felt like I’m safe for once, no more worries, I’m going to be a dentist for sure. To get this news is just. Saddening. Sigh. There’s really no guarantee in life is there? I still need to study hard =( Though I do remember now that one of my NY resolution is to study more, party less. I hate studying!!! After some 18 years of education, enough is ENOUGH. And this is going to be my 19th year and oo, 7th year in Adelaide.

HOW FREAKING UNBELIEVABLE. I can still taste the day I just arrived in Adelaide. Strange town. Lots of angmohs. Cool breeze I likey. Sunshine till 8pm wtf totally messed up my biological clock. Lots of apricots yumm! And then first day of school. Weird uniform zzz. Calling other people ‘father’. Sandwich and banana for lunch, I was sooo worried till everyone else got their banana(s) out. Not understanding most of what other people are saying. Realising not all Asians are Chinese, I really missed being able to converse in Canto/Mando. Angmoh friends telling me that my english is funny FML.

Second year in Adelaide. Got a room mate for the first time in my life. Thought she looked quiet and decent and hard to talk to FML. Got along only after a few days, both too shy ekhem. Like a train on fire woohoo. Thank god for that.

First day of uni. Prof T was my group’s tutor for the very first session. Learn about communication and what, professional behaviour etc. Freaking deluded into thinking there’s very few Malaysians in Dentistry: found a whole freaking bunch during Fresher’s BBQ cause they all mingled together gether. Introduced to other nationalities: Korean, S/porean, Hongkie. We were seriously multicultured.

Second year of uni. New girl in my group. Everyone’s really interested in her. She turned out to be real friendly. Became one of my best firends in the course =) To the extent that we can talk non stop for hours and HOURS omg, my cousin seriously questioned if there’s that MUCH goss in Dentistry. YES THERE IS. Lol.

Third year. Seeing real patients for the very first time. Everyone’s a nerve wreck on the first day. Was turned instantly after the first hour. I love my work! Fillings yay. Nay to scalling. Hate hate hate. Half point of the course hip hip hurray!! Never thought we made it this far. Half BDS – everyone got dressy. Fun fun fun night ^^ Till someone puke in Distill. LOLOL.

Fourth year. Crash course into MORE dentistry. Felt like dying most of the time. But I still really really love what I do. Clinics were looooOOOOoooog. And that’s an understatement. Didn’t think there’s so much to learn in Dentistry until exam comes. FOL. More cramming. And cramming. 7 exams in a week. MAJOR FOL. We all survived it. Yay to us.

So that’s my six years in brief. Now the tag comes: How has your live been in Adelaide?? Pls do tell in brief (in brief only ah) ^^

To another and hopefully the very last year in Adelaide =) I love life!!

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Bye bye 2009

Hip hip hurray, time to welcome 2010. This post kinda belated, but anyway, happy new year everyone!! I think I wished everyone either via sms, msn or FB so if I left out anyone – wish you a very very happy 2010!!

2009 has been such a loooooong yet short year. Too much happening, too lil time and too crampped up. Started fourth year with a failed FPros test lolol. Luckily it was just a test. Doesn’t count towards final grade. Phew. Then having crashed course through pre-clin with endo and pros OMG. Never felt so dumb in my entire life. We were forced to take on new streams like paedo, PCU etc etc etc and have to adapt at the speed of light. Aren’t we all genuises to be able to make it this far? Seriously. I can never stop pinching myself – cannot believe I made it to fifth year =)

To others who ain’t so lucky, I can’t only pray and hope the best for them. I know hard work is not everything. I know those long hours spent on studying seemed useless. The truth is, every little bit helps but ultimately and really unfortunately, it really comes down to luck. Sigh. It’s really unpredictable that it scares the crap out of me most of the time. Though I studied hard. Well I thought I did. Anyway, that’s all of the past. Time to look at new year ^^.

Academic aside, I’ve partied way too much this year. Le sigh. It’s not really a lot really but for someone like me who don’t really party (ie only pubcrawl once a year or occasional clubbing if friend’s bday), it feels like I’ve really been going out too much. So in 2010 – shall tone down and study hard! I know I say that every year and fifth year being such a clinical year surely doesn’t help T___T I’ll try my best anywhoo.

Socially, I’ve made lots of new friends (adelaide’s way toooooo small) and have new dearies from our lil study group. HAHA. Love those days in study group because we were all so keen – we basically studied in the library every single freaking day even when it was 40+ degrees. I had to wake up early, dragged myself out of my comfy bed, and then force myself out in the constant heat FML and then take stupid bus ride to city. And study with a bunch of crazy women. It was all worth it though. Never thought I can get along so crazily with girls so much younger hahahah. But the weight I gained is SERIOUSLY not good – we basically McD everyday cause that’s the one and only thing opened near city west library. Yea we, well correction, I always crash UniSA’s library. Seriously their library is sooooo packed and the last thing they need really is an outsider taking up more space lol.

I think I’ve learnt a lot this year. Though it hasn’t all been great, but I believe everything happens for a reason and things could always be worse. So farewell 2009 – to a better, greater, more wonderful and fruitful 2010, to life ^^ My dear friends, no matter how 2009 has been for you guys, I wished for you guys nothing but the best in 2010. May you all be happy cause that’s the most important in life =)

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