Archive for February, 2010

One of those effing days

These are the times I love having a blog. Just so I can lambast all I want. Been such a looooOOoooong day. Was supposed to be a good one, not to say it was crap but there’s just so many things going on at once, I feel really exhausted. Sigh. I dunno what has gotten into me, just not enjoying stuff I am supposed to enjoy. And ppl and things been constantly annoying me in and out. Just this day alone, I probably met all the weirdos in Adelaide. I dunno if it’s me or is Adelaide just filled with weirdos? It’s either that or I just have some werid ability to attract weird people. I am soooooooooo over it. And I’d sworn so many times just today alone. I just can’t stop swearing. Everything shits me out. Ah. It’s one of those days where ntg just seems to fit. Ntg seems to be able to do anything. Sigh. I was supposed to feel happy, yet I don’t. I was supposed to do so much more, but I just can’t be bothered anymore. Seriously, I don’t give a shit anymore. I don’t want to. Don’t care. And fuck. I should just concentrate on living my own effing life.

p/s I’m not emoing so save ur comfort. Don’t need it.

pp/s this post is not directed to anyone in particular so do yourself a favour and stop thinking that it’s you cos it’s not.


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My favourite subject for now. I know. So crazy. I don’t like the world load. Don’t like the amount of reading that needs to be done. But it’s so interesting. I love raising flaps!!! Andplacing sutures too, like yay? Lol. FYI I’m not being sarcastic. I really do love love O/S for now. Might change my mind later, always do, but yea, atm it’s real fun =)

Newayz. 12.11 am. Class  at 9 tomorrow. Prolly shud sleep. Since Ms Chai say one shud really sleep before 11pm to allow your liver to detox your system effectively from 11-12. RIGHT. Lol. Not that I don’t believe her. Just impractical. I don’t fall asleep easily. Insomiac. Can be real sleepy and still won’t fall asleep. It sucks to be me T____T

Sigh. Did something really stupid today. FMLFMLFMLFMLFML. Dropped something important. Sigh FMLFMLFMLFML. How the hell did it drop from my folder I have no effing idea. I HATE PLASTIC BINDERS. THEY SUCK. SUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. Note to self: when something’s lost, it usually is lost and PLS PLS PLS don’t bother tracing back your steps all the way back to dent school from North trc when it’s 37 degrees. Losing stuff is dumb. What’s even dumber is actually believing I can somehow find it back. FAT CHANCE I’d say.

Newayz. CNY in what. 3 days.  Woohoo. I hate CNY in Adel. Yep. With a passion. But hopefully gonna be better this year. Doesn’t take a lot ot top the shitty ones I’ve had. Gonna nom nom nom all the CNY cookies yayyyyyyyyyy. I am most excited about that part to be honest. No really. I’m not kidding. LOL everyone else is prolly going on and on about games or drinks, but for me, has and will always be FOOD =) Speaking of which I still havent fulfill my vegetarian promise oh crap. Will do it soon. Promise. Promise it’s not an empty promise. Dear god, pls believe me. Dun punish me k. I will seriously do it. Thank you for understanding.

Happy Chinese New Year everyone. Have a roaring tiger year =)

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First week of last year

Been back for five days. Was loooOOooooOOOOoooong. Can’t believe I said I wanted to come back to Adel before. Sucks. It’s so hot and school’s so long hours and I am so bored all the time. Gone are the late yum cha sessions with TAG. Gone are the spontaneous shopping sprees in KL. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. But neways. Came back with lots of stuff and was sooooo happy all my luggage manage to go through. My hand carry was really overweight – me thinks, didn’t actually weigh it, but yea, they didn’t check too, which was good. Then got off customs in a whiff. Well the wait was damn long, but when I finally got to the counter, the officer asked me a couple of questions regarding the food I brought over, and let me go just like that. No scans. No opening bags. Nada. I was so thrilled. Save me all the hassle having to show all the food and explaining what they were. LOVE MELBOURNE AIRPORT TO THE MAX. I think that’s cause they are so congested so they can’t afford to check every single person. Not like Adelaide, super strict le sigh. Plus I must have looked honest? Lol. Newayz. I had to go to Uni straightaway after I landed. Was so bleh. Clinic orientation was such a bore. Never fails to amaze me how the dent school likes to repeat all the orientation stuff over and over again each year. YUP. From first year to fifth year (yay, officially started as fifth year hohoho), it’s all the same thing. The only difference is you get MORE orientations depending on what you are doing. Sigh. Neways. That just means I get to laugh at other juniors *cough cough* eemay *cough cough*

The only highlight of the week was today’s scrub sessions at RAH. We had to do oral surg rotations so today we were taught how to scrub in. It was so hardcore though. So intense T___T I’m so worried that I will be one of those students who faint in first surgery. That will be so embarassing. Though it happens. But it’s so hot. Like seriously the moment I put on my mask, I’m like gasping for breathe. Somehow they feel so different to the normal dental masks we use. But I got to wear real scrubs for the very first time, yippee yay.Looked like a retard with the head and shoe covers but who cares. I’m in scrubsssssss. Lol. Had to wash our hands in the designated way, my hands never felt so clean before. Like seriously CLEAN. I swear I saw them glistening with sparkles lol. But RAH is too freaking huge. I mean it’s not that big. But when you are in there, it’s like a maze. I got lost trying to find reception. Zzzz. And the facilitator showed us all the different theatres and what’s not, I felt so lost. Didn’t know where I was really. I can already smell disaster – defo need extra time to get ready to account for time getting stuck in somewhere of the building. OH WELL. Luckily we don’t do surgery rotations often. But I reckon will be interesting. At least something different. With lots of blood. Ok that came out wrong. But you know what I mean. Lol. Meh next two weeks gonna be full on – having all oral surg lectures and pracs. Apparently involving pig. And teeth. And extraction. Hmmmmmmmm.Update when I find out =P

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